stars spell out your name

and mutual fear brings peace
till selfish love increase
than cruelty knits a snare
and spreads his bait with care
-W. blake

was lamenting with edith dearest how at this crucial period in our lives my brain has decided to bid me goodbye...go on a vacation and never return.
i seem to have lost all my reasoning ability and the power to articulate and express my emotions properly in words.
sentances come in staccatos that dont link-
disjointed images on a screen.
i even have problems coordinating motions
as thesister and mel will proudly vouch for
its called a phsyco-motto problem
and did i mention i cant remember dance sequences?

chiding a particular somebody a few days ago for not putting his brain to good use
for letting it slip
and slowly disintegrate
and that one cant expect the brain to function properly after having laid dormant for so long
am i now guilty of that too?